 Let me hear you call my name. I blog to express not to impress. The sentence structure that were used are meant for me. I had graduated and I am currently working at a small red dot, Singapore. 20 February makes me turn a year older, 10 February marks my anniversary. 1 Heaven + 1 Son = Heaven There are many things to be discovered, but I won't disclose here. :D More than words. You know you love me, too.
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My Love
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
 Aawww.... I realised that recently all my blogs is so negative.... :-) well... what to do.. that's life and i'm just pouring out my inner feelings to my dearest blog! But.... this week and last week is not bad a week for me.... wow... I'm loving it and it really contains me from feeling negative... which i need to practise for patience in that! Life was good as good as a bee... been busy lately or maybe trying to be more busy than ever... so that I will be more richer? hahahaha... pray hard i would! *grin* Wad can i say.... :-) My dearest little precious... was sick on sunday night. Down with high fever and a little cough. Can't manage to get away from work on Monday as my manager is not in and I will have to be around.... But.. I still manage to go back at 2pm after which I bring him straight to the doctor.. he doesn't want my mom to send him over to see the doctor. Naughty little boy... he doesn't want to eat and he just lie down staring and watching the tv.. But when i got back home... i find this boy is so energetic... I love you damn much SON! Now... I'm telling you! I love you damn much...so much that i'm willing to sacrifice myself just to make you happy! You may not understand the pain,hurt, dissappointment and grief that i go through... it doesn't matter and you don't have to know anyway... I do everything sincerely for you my son and as a mother... I will provide love and shower u with care and concern. I've high hopes on you dearest precious.... You meant the world to me... I can lose almost anything and everything... but I can't lose you... :-) Ibu hopes you are doing fine and be independent my precious boy.. you are a boy and somehow one day you will grow up to be a young man. Ibu wants you to be a responsible, kind, compassionate and respect other humans sayang. Life is too short to be holding on to grudges and bear revenge.. Remember that it won't bring you anywhere except a failed heart! As my child i wanna you to be strong like how u always do... I really love you... from the bottom of my heart i know its you and only you... Love you Saleem.. |