 Let me hear you call my name. I blog to express not to impress. The sentence structure that were used are meant for me. I had graduated and I am currently working at a small red dot, Singapore. 20 February makes me turn a year older, 10 February marks my anniversary. 1 Heaven + 1 Son = Heaven There are many things to be discovered, but I won't disclose here. :D More than words. You know you love me, too.
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Saturday, June 5, 2010
 :-( There's just so many things that's clogging up my mind. Almost about anything and everything. I'm so hating it. One by one it's succumbing me to failure and breakdown. Everyone knows and saw me fine. BUt... reality shows it all... reality definitely shows it all... Suddenly I am pissed with the family, the life, the work, the people and everything. All..... You've got the right to be angry with me, scold me, hurt me, rant at me and criticize me. But don't I have the right to be upset and angry as well??? What the bloody hell are you thinking. I'm just human... human... and tell you what! I've had enough ok... really enough!!! I dun wish to hear you apologizing to me anymore! No point... wads the point??? you will do it again and again till you die! you're not gonna appreciate and you're not gonna change! So that's it.... i've had nothing to lose.... this is not major. Nothing... absolutely nothing to be depend on you... None. Zero. Are we even a team in the first place? are we??? if your answer is yes... wait and think again. We are not! we are not.... Back to reality ok and back to what and where we are stepping on. All is just a pretence... everything is pre-plan. Pretence and pre-plan. It suits very well with each other. So that's what i'm trying to be now. I cannot tolerate you anymore that's for sure.... Because of you i can't tolerate anyone anymore.. absolutely anyone. and now i have to pretend in front of everyone. I dun care anymore.... i will stand up and fight for my rights even if it means that i have to kill you. I will! I really will.... this love has turn into hatred. Nothing you say will ever works on me and tell you what.... you can fucking hell with your respect! you earn no one respect and you shouldn't be getting one even... so dream on ok. enough is enough... i'm gonna stand up and fight. by all means i mean real fight here. gonna get back what is mine and i disallowed you to even had a share of it. Sorry just no touching of my stuffs!!! I deal this my way and on my own. I dun need you even if i have to sell my ass off!!! LISTEN BITCH!!! I DON'T NEED YOU AND I DON'T NEED ANYONE!!!!!! |