 Let me hear you call my name. I blog to express not to impress. The sentence structure that were used are meant for me. I had graduated and I am currently working at a small red dot, Singapore. 20 February makes me turn a year older, 10 February marks my anniversary. 1 Heaven + 1 Son = Heaven There are many things to be discovered, but I won't disclose here. :D More than words. You know you love me, too.
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Seeking Solace...
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
I won't be fetching my son for this week. My mum will send him in on friday. Till then i can;t wait for Friday to come. I have a gathering at Hardrock with the mates for shida farewell event and at the same time I can't wait to go home and peep at my son...heheheh.Spend quite a quality time with Md Nizar last Monday and Tuesday,we chat about our future and our planning as well as what we gonna do for Saleem. We'll be getting the key to our new house this June. Even before we get our keys, the both of us was so excited over it....we are planning for what kind of renovations and all.. I wonder if Saleem feel the excitement too as he's too young to understand anything but only look at us doing things. Well,well....we are happy to be just settling down for a 3 room flat. Initially I wanna a 4 instead but after so much consideration and Md Nizar persuasion....I accept it as a 3... well not only Md Nizar who suggested....my whole family too except for my dad. Now I fully understand why my Hubby prefers to settle in just a 3 rooms. He just wants to have an ordinary beautiful life with me and Saleem. To him that was all more than enough. We are a family of 3's and that house is just nice for the 3 of us. Not too big and not too small.... so cosy and comfortable. His main dreams and aims is simple....live life simply in the most simplicity. He may have so much to give...but isn't that great that if we were not to loan much so that we can keep the money for other useful stuffs instead? well..at least that's what he told me... Both of us wants the best of the best for our lifes as a family. Whether a small house or big it certainly doesn't guarantees any happiness, because u are your own happiness. Its a lie if I say I don't wish to stay in a bigger house. Who doesn't want right.... but Md nizar and my in-laws really change my point of view. I began to accept that its not too bad after all... What's wrong with a 3 room.....its my house afterall...Rumahku syurgaku..They say let others say what they want to say even if they were to mock at us or tell us that we should get a 4 room instead of a 3. As a family we should stand tall and ignore them because as for certain human will keep on talking as long as they lived be it good ones or bad. Afterall, doesn't mean that a person living in a 4 or 5 room is rich while those who lives in a 3's is poor... It's definitely a wrong mindset. At the end of the day, we reap what we sow and we knows fully what we wants in life and appreciate all the good things that comes with it. Hehehehe....so i am here now thinking about the renovation and what design that we would like to have... yeay... till then... |