 Let me hear you call my name. I blog to express not to impress. The sentence structure that were used are meant for me. I had graduated and I am currently working at a small red dot, Singapore. 20 February makes me turn a year older, 10 February marks my anniversary. 1 Heaven + 1 Son = Heaven There are many things to be discovered, but I won't disclose here. :D More than words. You know you love me, too.
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Demise of Abg Anuar....
Thursday, January 21, 2010
Time shows 6.34pm. I just finish my bowl of mee siam for my so called light ones. I was sitting on the computer chair when the phone rings... "Hello...sape nie?... "hello...nie ain"..."oh ain...mama ader?" "ader..kejap eh.."... I pass the phone to my mom and I continue with my chores. Even though i never knew what's the conversation was about, the moment I heard "huh? Sape? Anuar? Anuar dijah?"...I was like so scared....i was expecting the worst. I quickly stand beside the fridge and lean on the wall between the kitchen and the living room. I knew for a moment that something was definitely not right somewhere. My mum put down the phone..and she told me.. "abg anuar kak dijah dah meninggal..."...I knew it oreadi.Innallilahi wailaihirojiun.... The moment she mention his name i knew it must be something sad or bad that's happening. I can't believe it! I started to daze and thoughts are coming in seeping slowly thru my mind... for a moment I can't think. I'm choked for emotions and I'm feeling the unfairness out of a sudden. 3 months ago and on the 28th september..my blog was about him. We went to visit his house...he was so sick but he still manage a smile for everyone and even entertain us.. He used to be so charming with his hair and smiles but 3 months ago he was all bald,skinny but bloated! I felt so sad for him and my hearts really goes out to my dearest cousin family and also kak dijah. And now, he has passed away............................ He's 35 when he demise... now no words can explain the loss the family has...the grief the children suffering and the pain the wife is enduring....it can seems to be unbearable for those who alive....but then again this is all fated. Takdir,Qada' dan Qadar....ketentuan illahi...not for us to decide. Al-fateha...semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat dari illahi dan ditempatkan dengan orang2 yang soleh. Insya-allah..... |