 Let me hear you call my name. I blog to express not to impress. The sentence structure that were used are meant for me. I had graduated and I am currently working at a small red dot, Singapore. 20 February makes me turn a year older, 10 February marks my anniversary. 1 Heaven + 1 Son = Heaven There are many things to be discovered, but I won't disclose here. :D More than words. You know you love me, too.
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Worried....Sob..Sob...
Monday, November 30, 2009
"Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today." - James DeanThat's the life quote for the day or rather this week. As from now onwards, I shall put up more life and inspiring quotes from all around the world...hehehehe. (inspiring and fresh for me)... Ooowwww......this week and coming has been very hectic for me be it physically or mentally. I can't seems to take it anymore and i even let my heart controls my judgement. Wad is happening here right? Today is the 30th Nov 09...here I am still thinking abt the possibilities of putting my child in the care of my mum at JB!!! its impossible and I can't even think abt it...as everybody knows that I DISAPPROVES of my son staying with my mum overseas. But at the same time i know that my mum is very capable in taking care of my son. As planned, my son will be going to school for his NURSERY 1 class-cum-childcare in January. So I still have 1 more months to go before I have to prepare a whole lot of stuffs for my son. In within this 1 month of December, my son and me has got no choice as I will have to send him to my mum still to care for him. What upset me the most is that they are no longer in Singapore. They migrate over to Malaysia. Yesterday seems like the most traumatised night of my life. I was thinking the worst. Malaysia is very big country and prone to child kidnapping and even killing! I was really thinking the worst.... Ya Allah pls help to ease my pain and tension. I really can't bear to see him follow my mum there.... Should I quit my job? or should i talk to my manager to actually give me some time to sort all this things out? I really didn't know what to do for this 1 month in-waiting. I may seem happy on the outside but no one even understood what I'm going through..... "always look at the brighter side of life" yeah....but nothing comes out as well.... What should I do now..... I'm really deep into thinking and can't even afford a smile anymore.... I'm so worried..... |