 Let me hear you call my name. I blog to express not to impress. The sentence structure that were used are meant for me. I had graduated and I am currently working at a small red dot, Singapore. 20 February makes me turn a year older, 10 February marks my anniversary. 1 Heaven + 1 Son = Heaven There are many things to be discovered, but I won't disclose here. :D More than words. You know you love me, too.
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Here I am...
Friday, July 3, 2009
Its been quite sometimes since i last blog in. Life has been good and kind to me, and perhaps that's the reason that i'm still allowed to be here writing down all my thoughts, views and feelings. The past few days has been quite enjoying, as usual (I know) with my son and my family. I simply love it when they are around me.. Then with me taking 2 days mc (staying at home) and cough still persist. But it doesn't matter at all....... Last thurs / fri, the world was being shocked by the passing off Michael Jackson. Everybody all around the world mourns for him. Including myself mourns for him.... Its like too soon and too fast i can't accept that in a moment he has died. Its a very tragic life he had. His passing away is really too much to bear that (i know it sounds crazy) but i really loved him. His past life actually ruined him till the day he died... I've been buying his dvd's and cd's ever since i know that he's gone forever. No matter what the press says of him...I knew that its all not true... nothing is true if its anything bad about him. I even cried knowing that he's gone too soon. (I'm still watching his video's now). Everyone thinks i'm mad and even told me to stop talking abt it...but it seems that its hard for me till now.. However i believe that he will be having a better life to which he deserved. I really love him... He actually touches my heart for his generosity, talent and courage. His love for children and understanding them makes me idolizes him. His tragic life and lonely childhood makes me feel for him...till his death when people makes used of him and accused him. I wish that as a biggest fan, we could do something to help him out of his long term depression (which makes him bizarre and weird). Wads left now is all the nice memories he left to his fans and all his no 1 record selling songs thru out the whole of his lifetime. He may be gone but he will still be in my heart as my IDOL, be it before death or after death. I really love you MJ...may u be blessed before and after death... |